[ those words resonate deeply with them, because it's... how they think too. when they think of their own universe. holding onto her hand, gently they say ]
...Our situations are similar in that way. I've done a lot of things, have gone through so much. But those too made me the person I am. So I know exactly how you feel. ..I'm glad we are both the kind of person we are now.
[ what probably isn't sweet is this memory of setsu's though. as a note, the player's name is "Takashi" rather than Kaio. totally important. also, the video does cut out like... 5 days of discussions in the middle because it's like 83753 minutes of mafia werewolf of people pointing fingers, doubting and accusing who is bad aka "gnosia." voting people to cold sleep at the end of the day, waking up to someone being erased/gone. it's back and forth.
Gnosia are... what we call people that got infected by Gnos. They receive a vision from them and the fabric of their brains undergoes an alternation that connects them to the Gnos. It changes them into the carriers of its will. All they care about is saving humanity in the Gnos' stead- and by doing that, it meant.. erasing humans, allowing those minds to join in with the Gnos.
[ and there was definitely a moment in that memory where the Gnosia side of Setsu showed, the black coating around the area of their right eye, eyes a bright glowing blood red. because being infected does affect your physical appearance too. ]
I'm not infected now. [ they don't have those urges they had in that memory. ] But... I have been on the enemy side during some of my loops.
...I did. But, it's not really something I could hold off from doing forever. Eventually, I would've killed them. Our.. minds join in with the Gnos, so we'll do what benefits them in the end. I was just lucky enough that when I'm infected, I don't lose complete control and go rampage.
I'm glad you're not infected now, but I also think - maybe when people become monsters, it's showing a truer part of them that you might otherwise never see. I like the monster you are, Setsu. You still...helped.
[ they're quiet for a moment. it isn't just that those are words they've heard of before, it's also that-- ]
...I've never thought it of that way. [ that the true parts of them would show, even in that state. ] ..Thank you, Ylfa. That.. [ ... ] I'm glad that you do.
Only for me, but yes. My life was saved.. but at the cost of being entrapped in endless time loops. [ but they don't seem overly upset by that fact ] In some of them, I end up infected and eliminate the people around me one by one. In others, I'm on the human side, trying to find the infected and stop them.
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...Our situations are similar in that way. I've done a lot of things, have gone through so much. But those too made me the person I am. So I know exactly how you feel. ..I'm glad we are both the kind of person we are now.
[ what probably isn't sweet is this memory of setsu's though. as a note, the player's name is "Takashi" rather than Kaio. totally important. also, the video does cut out like... 5 days of discussions in the middle because it's like 83753 minutes of mafia werewolf of people pointing fingers, doubting and accusing who is bad aka "gnosia." voting people to cold sleep at the end of the day, waking up to someone being erased/gone. it's back and forth.
but otherwise! memory time! ]
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...What's a gnosia?
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Gnosia are... what we call people that got infected by Gnos. They receive a vision from them and the fabric of their brains undergoes an alternation that connects them to the Gnos. It changes them into the carriers of its will. All they care about is saving humanity in the Gnos' stead- and by doing that, it meant.. erasing humans, allowing those minds to join in with the Gnos.
[ and there was definitely a moment in that memory where the Gnosia side of Setsu showed, the black coating around the area of their right eye, eyes a bright glowing blood red. because being infected does affect your physical appearance too. ]
I'm not infected now. [ they don't have those urges they had in that memory. ] But... I have been on the enemy side during some of my loops.
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But in that memory, you told your friend you were infected, and you didn't kill them. So you can't have only cared about the Gnos.
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...I did. But, it's not really something I could hold off from doing forever. Eventually, I would've killed them. Our.. minds join in with the Gnos, so we'll do what benefits them in the end. I was just lucky enough that when I'm infected, I don't lose complete control and go rampage.
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[it's definitely very lucky, in her opinion.]
I'm glad you're not infected now, but I also think - maybe when people become monsters, it's showing a truer part of them that you might otherwise never see. I like the monster you are, Setsu. You still...helped.
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...I've never thought it of that way. [ that the true parts of them would show, even in that state. ] ..Thank you, Ylfa. That.. [ ... ] I'm glad that you do.
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