I wasn't trying to commit to a whole pen pal thing when I wrote that, just to get a message across. I'm not really a big letter guy.
The thing is, every new detail I've learned in the past week about what everyone was doing to me behind my back's kind of just made the whole thing worse. So... maybe I do hate you, actually?
I mean. You basically tortured me for the last two weeks I was alive. I barely slept that entire time, convinced that everyone who said anything nice to me was lying to my face while secretly thinking I was responsible for both Lambda and Yakumo. That everyone was secretly plotting to kill me.
And then, wow, turns out I was actually right? Like, way more right than I'd even fully believed? Even the few people I'd thought I probably could trust were in on it.
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Date: 2023-08-02 02:24 pm (UTC)I wasn't trying to commit to a whole pen pal thing when I wrote that, just to get a message across. I'm not really a big letter guy.
The thing is, every new detail I've learned in the past week about what everyone was doing to me behind my back's kind of just made the whole thing worse. So... maybe I do hate you, actually?
I mean. You basically tortured me for the last two weeks I was alive. I barely slept that entire time, convinced that everyone who said anything nice to me was lying to my face while secretly thinking I was responsible for both Lambda and Yakumo. That everyone was secretly plotting to kill me.
And then, wow, turns out I was actually right? Like, way more right than I'd even fully believed? Even the few people I'd thought I probably could trust were in on it.