Date: 2023-06-17 01:51 am (UTC)
metacognition: fei du feels shame. in the membrane. (128)
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[ you know ive been gone for a week when my first pc with siz isn't until week 0 friday. tch

when he's addressed, fei du looks up from his phone! he's sitting on a park bench or something, and he gives her a little nod in greeting. ]


Hello, Ylfa - I did. The bowling alley was in a huge mess, when I went to check it out with Shenhe and Monika. What about you?

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week 0 saturday

Date: 2023-06-18 01:34 am (UTC)
metacognition: fei du is survivor hero. (49.)
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[ whew what a trial

after all of that, fei du can be found in the ikea. he's sitting in a chair tucked away a bit, a green jacket slung around his shoulders, and most importantly, there's soft music playing from his phone that's sitting on his lap.

his eyes are closed, but, at least it doesn't look like he's asleep or anything! ]

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Date: 2023-06-20 12:11 am (UTC)
metacognition: fei du embraces irony. (64)
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[ STOP THE CURSED HOT DOGS

anyway here we are! let's say we're at... the canals! wao. ]


I have, though it's been a while - I think this place is modeled off of a few cities. How about we take a tour? I think I could play a decent tour guide.

[ as he gestures down to a gondola! ]
Edited Date: 2023-06-20 12:11 am (UTC)

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week 1, friday

Date: 2023-06-24 01:15 am (UTC)
metacognition: fei du is survivor hero. (49.)
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[ hey red string buddy aren't you doing great today

by which i mean - it's a little bit before fei du comes to find ylfa, like he's giving her some space after the announcement, but once things have settled down a little bit, he's coming to seek her out!!!

where's the baby ]

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Date: 2023-06-25 02:56 am (UTC)
metacognition: fei du loves bunnies. (21)
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[ hello red string buddy. he holds out his hand. ]

...We did. For as arduous of a day it was. [ whoof. ] How are you feeling?

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Date: 2023-06-27 12:10 am (UTC)
metacognition: fei du wants to be top fuerdai now. (147)
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[ this description combined with this icon fucking took me out jesus christ

anyway fei du is out here on this fine monday, dressed in a cute little outfit, holding a coffee in one hand. his emotions feel a little far away, but they are present. just a quiet undercurrent of interest. ]


Ylfa, hello - making a tough choice?

her hair... my god... ]

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Date: 2023-07-02 02:08 am (UTC)
metacognition: fei du's peace lily is pieces lily. (1.)
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[ yeah

anyway he is not crying about it but he is sitting on a bench in the park. no josh groban today! he is sitting, little blue egg in his lap. there's a bottle of red wine next to him. he's quiet, running his fingers over something in his hands, and doesn't immediately notice ylfa. ]

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Date: 2023-07-03 11:25 pm (UTC)
metacognition: fei du should have trained before coming. (157)
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[ cute... fei du's out and about exploring the city - this is more normal for him, to be honest! and he's coming back from checking out a few places when he sees ylfa looking around. cute... ]

It is, isn't it? It feels like home, for me. [ with a smile!! ] Can I show you something cool?

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week 3, friday.

Date: 2023-07-08 01:24 am (UTC)
metacognition: fei du dreams for a good school district. (145)
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[ the vibes are rancid today!! you don't need emotionshare to know that!!!

fei du's sitting by the lake, after all of that. legs crossed, hands folded in his lap, staring off into the water. there's a notebook in his lap, and his phone is very, very softly playing the usual - you raise me up, so i can stand on mountains. ]

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week 3, saturday

Date: 2023-07-09 01:27 am (UTC)
metacognition: fei du...is fei du. (185)
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[ a text message!! ding! ]

I'm sorry, for what I said. At the end. You were right.

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Date: 2023-07-11 12:54 am (UTC)
metacognition: and lost a little weight. (89)
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[ there is a lot going on in this memory that fei du does not understand. it's the struggle of being a normie.

but, parts of it are familiar, and he pays attention even if he wasn't forced to, trying to put together all of the details of a fairy tale and a life that can be lived over and over. and just for a moment, as it plays --
Do you know what I did to my family, Grandma?

-- fei du goes extremely tense, his expression shuttering off into something ice cold as he looks at ylfa in the bubble.

and then it's gone in half a second, like a flash, and he tilts his head and folds his hands behind his back. his brows knit together, and he looks soft and thoughtful by the time the memory finishes, watching the pig vanish off into the horizon for now.

when he turns his gaze up towards ylfa again, he's got a quirk of a smile playing at the edge of his mouth. ]


...Your grandmother's very wise.

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Re: week 7; monday

Date: 2023-08-01 12:57 am (UTC)
metacognition: fei du needed a stage name. (168)
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[ congratulations on your bras. fei du turns his head when he hears the familiar voice as he glitches into view! he is no longer a cute maid, but instead in a suit. ]

Ylfa. [ with a smile. ] A happy Monday continues?

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