Yeah, well. [If I hadn't, I would have just done something to frame you. Sorry.]
I wanted to try to help solve Wenzhou, but to be honest, I don't know if there's a single person here I could hate enough to vote for them if I didn't have to.
[ It's practical. And she's a being of rationality, so it's honestly hard for her to be upset when people are trying to do what they think is right.
The situation is terrible, after all. And this late into the game people care about each other. Even if that's something they probably shouldn't be doing. ]
I didn't necessarily want them voted for. I just wanted answers.
It's never about deserve, when it comes to this game.
[A tired sigh.]
I'm putting our futures in your hands now. But I think you've had them for a long time. I'm choosing to trust you. [Let me keep believing in that uncertainty. It's a burden, but I think you can stand it.]
I don't know if we have, but if it comes down to it - I know we've hurt you a lot, and we can't fix everything, but if we have any say in any of it, we'll fix at least some of it.
...Thanks for being nice. Sorry for avoiding you a little these past couple weeks, I just didn't know if - if I was hurting you, being around you.
Some of it is always better than none. [She should know, being what she is.]
It's alright. I didn't approach you much either, because I thought my presence might be difficult. [Did you feel guilty when you looked at us?] It doesn't hurt me if you're around.
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carisma_sensei
Week 6; Saturday
Date: 2023-07-30 11:46 am (UTC)…Sorry. It wasn’t even your fault.
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Date: 2023-07-30 01:21 pm (UTC)There's nothing for you to be sorry about. You saw the facts and connected them.
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Date: 2023-07-30 01:48 pm (UTC)I wanted to try to help solve Wenzhou, but to be honest, I don't know if there's a single person here I could hate enough to vote for them if I didn't have to.
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Date: 2023-07-30 01:51 pm (UTC)The situation is terrible, after all. And this late into the game people care about each other. Even if that's something they probably shouldn't be doing. ]
I didn't necessarily want them voted for. I just wanted answers.
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Date: 2023-07-30 01:59 pm (UTC)You guys didn't deserve this. At least Netzach and Yuzuriha got to decide.
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Date: 2023-07-30 02:07 pm (UTC)[A tired sigh.]
I'm putting our futures in your hands now. But I think you've had them for a long time. I'm choosing to trust you. [Let me keep believing in that uncertainty. It's a burden, but I think you can stand it.]
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Date: 2023-07-30 02:28 pm (UTC)I don't know if we have, but if it comes down to it - I know we've hurt you a lot, and we can't fix everything, but if we have any say in any of it, we'll fix at least some of it.
...Thanks for being nice. Sorry for avoiding you a little these past couple weeks, I just didn't know if - if I was hurting you, being around you.
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Date: 2023-07-30 02:33 pm (UTC)It's alright. I didn't approach you much either, because I thought my presence might be difficult. [Did you feel guilty when you looked at us?] It doesn't hurt me if you're around.
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Date: 2023-07-30 02:36 pm (UTC)I'm glad. We were friends, and I want to still be, if it's possible. Even if not now, eventually.
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Date: 2023-07-30 02:39 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2023-07-30 04:21 pm (UTC)[giving her a hug.]
Tell everyone hi. And tell Netzach and Yuzuriha I’m sorry I wasn’t there, and hug them for me. Will you?
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Date: 2023-07-30 09:30 pm (UTC)Alright.