maybe but i hate my story i dont want to learn to stay on the path and be wary of strangers and listen to my fucking elders!!!!! i dont want to be a little girl who gets eaten or gets saved depending on whether the woodsman comes i hated thinking that my stupid story might be true after all!
[there is a long silence before the texts come through suddenly, very fast -- as if rang needs to get this all out because if he pauses for even a moment to look at his words he'll just take them all back, slide back into the role that's always been so convenient for him]
i might be a predator but i never thought of you as prey i meant what i said. that things would have gone very differently if you were with him. he wouldn't have had to run he would have stayed to help you and then the both of you could have fought together if you killed d i would have been angry but i would have understood but when i heard that he erased rin i was so angry i wanted to kill him but most of all i wish rin had a reason to remember to fight back and i wish you were that reason
[she responds back right away, like she was just waiting for his typing message to finish.]
i wish that too im sorry for being so angry with you and thinking those things about you i guess i knew you cared about him or thought i did and that made it worse but
ive never regretted meeting the wolf he did eat my grandma but there was a lot more to it than that and i dont regret meeting you
well monster is kind of a loaded term, huh im trying to take it back so i dont mind being called that but i dont think youre bad or that you have to be
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Date: 2023-06-25 09:33 pm (UTC)but i hate my story
i dont want to learn to stay on the path and be wary of strangers and listen to my fucking elders!!!!!
i dont want to be a little girl who gets eaten or gets saved depending on whether the woodsman comes
i hated thinking that my stupid story might be true after all!
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Date: 2023-06-27 07:57 am (UTC)i might be a predator
but i never thought of you as prey
i meant what i said. that things would have gone very differently if you were with him.
he wouldn't have had to run
he would have stayed to help you
and then the both of you could have fought together
if you killed d i would have been angry but i would have understood
but when i heard that he erased rin i was so angry i wanted to kill him
but most of all i wish rin had a reason to remember to fight back
and i wish you were that reason
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Date: 2023-06-27 11:26 am (UTC)i wish that too
im sorry for being so angry with you
and thinking those things about you
i guess i knew you cared about him or thought i did
and that made it worse but
ive never regretted meeting the wolf
he did eat my grandma but there was a lot more to it than that
and i dont regret meeting you
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Date: 2023-06-28 04:01 am (UTC)i like you ylfa
at first it was because i saw a monster in you
i suppose now it's because you don't see one in me
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Date: 2023-06-28 12:03 pm (UTC)well
monster is kind of a loaded term, huh
im trying to take it back so i dont mind being called that
but i dont think youre bad
or that you have to be
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Date: 2023-06-29 04:01 am (UTC)maybe not with you
i don't know about the rest
[no one has been as upfront with rang about what he did besides ylfa]
i hope the only monster you have to be is the one you want, ylfa
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Date: 2023-06-29 11:35 am (UTC)i hope so too
and i hope the same thing for you