fei du catchall

[honkinbigteeth]

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[honkinbigteeth]

[she is a pretty big tough girl but fei du would have been fine too because she had no blood, only wet.]

Poor Wenzhou.

[metacognition]

[ HELP ITS TRUE these people keep doing bloodless murders... unless i did it..... whos to say....

he makes a quiet noise, to that. ]

It's part of his job to do things like that. [ so, if there was anyone qualified, it was him.

fei du falls silent, after that. it seems like he doesn't have much to say, today, looking back out at the water; though he's not crying or visibly upset, the numb silence says a lot.]

[honkinbigteeth]

Well, that doesn't mean it can't be hard.

[metacognition]

No... No, I know it is.

[ mmmf. absently, his hand taps against his thigh - the same slow beat to the josh groban that's still playing. ]

It always is.

[honkinbigteeth]

...I also really loved Shenhe.

[she says that as more of a gentle offer of commiseration than anything else.]

[metacognition]

[ by now it's likely obvious that fei du is a person who wears many masks, but if you look hard enough, there are cracks in the porcelain. this is one of those moments; for a second, he just seems so heavy. ]

I know. [ an admittance of agreeing to the commiserating, an admittance that - yeah. he is upset, which is arguably more than he's given anyone else. ] She loved you too.

[honkinbigteeth]

[she is keeping her paws hidden under her cloak this week, mostly, but she'll bring one out to wipe at her face at that.]

[metacognition]

[ fei du's not much of a crier, but it's hard not to feel something seeing that, and he reaches out with one hand - hesitates.

and then gently rests his hand on her shoulder and squeezes. yeah. everything sucks forever. ]