Date: 2023-07-09 02:30 am (UTC)
metacognition: fei du...is fei du. (185)
From: [personal profile] metacognition
No.
I don't fail these things very often. If there's one thing I'm supposed to be good at, it's this.

I'm sorry. I don't mean to burden you with this - this week's effect has to be getting to me.

Date: 2023-07-09 02:45 am (UTC)
metacognition: fei du is a crazier fuerdai. (173)
From: [personal profile] metacognition
It feels like I've lost some of my confidence.

Date: 2023-07-09 03:04 am (UTC)
metacognition: fei du is fast and furious. (176)
From: [personal profile] metacognition
[ help. this is the first thing that has made him smile all night. ]

I told you I'm a good liar.

Date: 2023-07-09 03:13 am (UTC)
metacognition: fei du should have trained before coming. (157)
From: [personal profile] metacognition
Not you at all.
It's because this place is awful 😊


[ joking! except not because it is awful, but it's a lighter tone. ]

I always try to tell myself that they're temporary.
Last week's was the hardest for me.
Though, I think the week we were tied together wasn't bad.

Date: 2023-07-09 03:18 am (UTC)
metacognition: fei du will steal the show. like usual. (179)
From: [personal profile] metacognition
This whole week fucking sucks!

[ man it feels good to say that ]

It doesn't surprise me, I think, that you didn't mind it last week.

Date: 2023-07-09 03:34 am (UTC)
metacognition: (188.)
From: [personal profile] metacognition
The effect, I meant - not the other part.
There haven't been any weeks that have been particularly good, and last was especially brutal, in that regard.

In terms of effects, though, I didn't mind the first week's, or the time I got to share with you.

Date: 2023-07-09 03:55 am (UTC)
metacognition: fei du knows whos cool. (94)
From: [personal profile] metacognition
Well, thank you for not biting me.
As silly as that sounds.
You know, at the time, I didn't see anything scary.
I saw a girl who'd lost someone important to her.
I didn't want to leave you alone.

Date: 2023-07-09 04:08 am (UTC)
metacognition: fei du will not bless you. (8.)
From: [personal profile] metacognition
I won't fight you, on that.
But, right then, I don't think it mattered to me that much.

Don't go telling everyone about my soft inner core.

Date: 2023-07-09 04:16 am (UTC)
metacognition: fei du will no longer be nice fei du. (177)
From: [personal profile] metacognition
[ the typing bubble shows up again. there, and back. there, and back. ]

After today,
I can't help but wonder if sharing that is a good idea.


[ because if there was anyone, anyone besides wenzhou, who fei du showed his soft underbelly to, even a little, it was shenhe.

and look how that turned out. ]

Date: 2023-07-09 12:39 pm (UTC)
metacognition: fei du wants out of the tote life. (52.)
From: [personal profile] metacognition
[ sometimes everything you've ever loved has claw marks in it because you can't bear the idea of letting it go. ]

Sometimes, it's best to analyze if the benefit is worth the cost.
At least for me.

...Were you able to see the messages that were sent out to the people who disappeared, on Thursday? This week.

Date: 2023-07-09 01:37 pm (UTC)
metacognition: fei du loves bunnies. (21)
From: [personal profile] metacognition
I understand. [ bc he received the same message and it was a doozy, but. ]

This one noted something important.
About bringing others back to the realground - what I think is the normal world.
I'm not sure what it means in the context of erasure, but it's something to keep in mind.

Date: 2023-07-09 01:59 pm (UTC)
metacognition: fei du has errands. (60.)
From: [personal profile] metacognition
The winning team can bring others back to the realground, but it comes at a high cost of points.

Date: 2023-07-09 03:35 pm (UTC)
metacognition: fei du has already read these. (17.)
From: [personal profile] metacognition
It didn't just say teammates.
I think it might extend beyond that.

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